Julianne (julesi) wrote in ed_share,

The other night, I had a really strange dream. I was fasting, and I often have food dreams while fasting, but never like this.

In my dream, I was so hungry. I kept eating and eating and eating, but it felt like there was nothing in my stomach. The more I ate, the hungrier I became, but the guiltier I felt. I ate until I was sick, and felt like I was going to explode, but I was still so hungry. I felt like I hadn't eaten anything in years, I was so hungry. Then the guilt took over, and I purged right in the kitchen.

The part that gets disturbing is that in the dream, I had eaten EVERYTHING in the house... And then I looked down at what I had purged, and it all looked whole... So I ate it again.

I've never had a dream like that before, but it really disturbed me, and I felt the need to get it off my chest.. I feel really disgusting.
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